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00:00:00: I think the moment we start living in our truth and start speaking up for ourselves is when we can receive mixed responses.

00:00:19: And a lot of, A LOT OF THE TIME you CAN be branded as crazy.

00:00:26: You can be misunderstood But you keep doing it anyway because YOU KNOW IT'S YOUR PURPOSE.

00:00:32: And especially a lot of artists, I know myself.

00:00:39: Well i've gotten a lot hate and love from my art for expressions For truth.

00:00:53: The one thing that we need to connect with is our strength & resilience To to really be connected to our own truth and have confidence in it.

00:01:14: You know, I Have two.

00:01:17: keep at this every single day.

00:01:19: I'm not fully there yet And In some ways i think someone who has complex trauma?

00:01:29: I Think i'm going to Be you Know healing and I'm building myself up for the rest of my life probably.

00:01:41: But you can just everyday choose to listen, your own inner compass not other people view you because that is how they viewed themselves really being honest with their true self.

00:02:07: So they see you as transparent and this irritates them, but it irritates that demon inside of him who tells people to wear these masks to please everybody else... But inside he is screaming!

00:02:33: They are grieving the part of themselves.

00:02:36: So they can see that in you, there is missing for them.

00:02:43: And I kind of understand it.

00:02:46: You know...I do understand from their perspective.

00:02:51: But also focus now more on how much i connect with what I was meant to be and who i am.

00:03:10: And, uh...I think self-awareness is the most important thing you can have that you can nurture as well Like even when I go to sing or paint or speak Even speaking right now.. I still have that little critic inside me trying to shift gears but I won't listen to that voice in my head.

00:03:45: I listened to my own power and i can feel it right now, the golden light just under your heart chakra.

00:03:56: That is you're power center Your manapura In yogic traditions.

00:04:03: But that's where your creative power lies.

00:04:11: That is your purpose, you're spirit and no matter the wild amazing and perceived crazy ideas that we have.

00:04:34: We are called to share with the world like...that's The Driving Force That is that kind of intensity and the build-up, that's a natural energy.

00:04:56: And it pushes you forward to express yourself unapologetically... ...and gets out your shell as creative as can be!

00:05:17: No idea It's too weird or too crazy because how does the world shift and change?

00:05:27: And become new each time with New fresh ideas.

00:05:33: That's most amazing thing.

00:05:35: we were given this you know Surge of energy that is building up inside us, and it rises to the surface on some people.

00:05:45: You know I've done over years.

00:05:47: We suppressed it.

00:05:48: well, you know we had suppressed it down.

00:05:51: You know, oh my god.

00:05:53: I am too much or Oh My God they think this.

00:05:56: so my gosh up.

00:05:58: No We need to work with that energy and that the energy is telling us To.

00:06:07: That Is motivating Us.

00:06:09: It's a Call-to-Action you Know.

00:06:14: And At First because i can see it Myself at first You might be Tested with which is, you know the people that do come and some of them create pages just to actually critique you.

00:06:34: That critic on the outside of us mirrors our inner critic.

00:06:42: it's actually us who has power and I see it that way, i could see for what is.

00:06:57: So its got both sides of the coin here you know?

00:07:01: And from their perspective... my perspective.. The connectivity ,the true angle.

00:07:13: It's amazing when you finally understand where it all comes from.

00:07:21: But yeah!

00:07:24: Well, we are at the forefront where our own critic inside or minds.

00:07:31: At the same time there aren't these outer critics to know.

00:07:37: it's all mirrors.

00:07:38: It really is.

00:07:39: so I'll say that probably a thousand times over and over again.

00:07:45: but yeah um But we have to come back ourselves as how we see yourself.

00:07:50: That can shift you know, and there's the polarity because when we keep overcoming our struggles.

00:08:07: We are transmuting it each time.

00:08:14: Keep creating.

00:08:15: And that surge of energy is passion and drive.

00:08:27: There's nothing too weird or to crazy.

00:08:29: go with it.

00:08:31: dye your hair multi-colored be Popoak dots all over.

00:08:36: you know All of your skin if you wanted to, just bring joy To your own life and two.

00:08:45: You know?

00:08:46: To the whole planet because we need more.

00:08:48: that would need more art.

00:08:50: We need more music can sing an open up And That's how he can and bring that positivity back because I know the world is screaming for it, you know?

00:09:02: And this why so many of us are facing our inner demons on healing them.

00:09:14: So forth to be continued keep going but yeah!

00:09:28: back in the day, I think it was about seventeen and he said on the subject of oh am i too crazy?

00:09:41: Do people all think you're crazy or that kind thing.

00:09:45: Or what's normal?

00:09:46: It is like... What's Normal!

00:09:48: You walk into a library inverted commas, abnormal, anti-social.

00:10:03: Like I know i'm kind of like adding to this now but what's not normal basically?

00:10:10: Rose and rose and rose of books right!

00:10:13: And then you walk over to a little table with small little table in the small little itty bitty chair.

00:10:28: What is normal if all of this other stuff?

00:10:31: Is abnormal, you know It's like the small little pamphlet.

00:10:39: You know what in other words what fits into society.

00:10:42: What's accepted was But that little pamper crumple it up Get rid of it and embrace.

00:10:53: Embrace to weirdness the abnormalities the perceived abnormalities by the way And also embrace your autism, your ADHD or CPTSD.

00:11:07: Your BPD.

00:11:09: you're bipolar because on the other side of all that is great insight and great medicine.

00:11:17: You are tuned into different waves of frequency and you know it's just in this western side to the world.

00:11:28: we see that oh my god, that person is broken.

00:11:31: We need put them on medication.

00:11:33: but actually On the other side more kind of eastern sides I've seen as a birth of healer.

00:11:44: if you have any kind of perceived upset Now I get it, that when we do suffer with our mental health.

00:11:58: Because i have suffered from my mental health and still to this day... Everyday!

00:12:06: Have to do these healing exercises every single day.

00:12:11: And if don't do them..I become ungrounded AND I lose the rag.

00:12:21: So because I, my biggest one is emotional regulation.

00:12:27: And because of ADHD ,I get that the rage you know.

00:12:32: so i have to face that every day and it comes up when it comes inside me .i realise that can turn into creative passion that upset, that anxiety.

00:12:52: That is you know it's building up inside us because we're meant to be in our purpose You Know and We're meant To Be Around Those That Nurture It And Not Around Those Who Take Away From It.

00:13:16: Do See What I Mean.

00:13:18: So We Have To Like become really, really transparent with ourselves and like for when I had my heart broken a year-and-a-half ago it was really bad.

00:13:34: Like well It's kind of on an offer three years early that was really really really bad And many breakdowns any and i couldn't cope With um like I?

00:13:51: Couldn't cope with breadcrumbs and avoidance.

00:13:56: And I was the opposite, i had the opposite love language.

00:14:01: so everything was action and everything was like.

00:14:07: you know it's just a display of affection speaking about it and was about nurture, intimacy.

00:14:25: It's my love is big you know I do express in big ways.

00:14:30: then i met with the opposite In one way...I knew that..it was like questioning myself am I too much?

00:14:43: Am I to much?

00:14:44: I had bring back And give that to myself and my creativity because I had lost My creativity, it's only coming back now.

00:14:57: But i had lost for like a year-and-a half... ...I couldn't connect with It as I used To!

00:15:06: Now I am in another way.

00:15:08: Do you know what?

00:15:09: I have to get conscious about it.

00:15:13: How is this going to serve the greater good for the world and what can I do?

00:15:23: And yeah, it's a blessing to actually be here.

00:15:36: Be able to connect with that passion again because we all need it's that fire inside us and we all have.

00:15:55: every single human on this planet has a fire.

00:16:02: And like if you ignore it gets turned into illness, It is true!

00:16:08: I've been through it and wow its also clear to me now.

00:16:14: so... Like can you see?

00:16:17: You see..like i know i expressed yesterday the people in jobs, you know just for the sake of money or You know Rather than something that nurtures their spirit.

00:16:32: Their soul what they're here for.

00:16:35: I don't get me wrong.

00:16:36: I know some people are here For those kind of...I wouldn't call them- I don' like calling anything basic because it is huge for someone to open up in the morning and be dedicated to their job like seven in the morning get up, go out there actually do a day's work.

00:16:57: A lot of them are doing it for the right reasons family its survival though but inside they're screaming!

00:17:08: And... They wear the mask To get through the day But they're screamin' inside.

00:17:14: that Oh, they're dreams.

00:17:18: You see when we have a vision and that daydream gives us joy?

00:17:27: That's actually the truth!

00:17:29: We are taught that oh Daydreams aren't real it is just fantasy.

00:17:36: They want you to believe them but its not true Anything that gives you the heart expansion, That give's to your joy and warm feeling inside.

00:17:53: That is where the truth lies.

00:17:58: It really really it.

00:18:03: The doing things because You feel like its an obligation You feel like that society, because of society you have to do it.

00:18:19: No!

00:18:20: That's when its not the truth thats going against your truths.

00:18:24: The heart is the truth and mind a liar.

00:18:28: But we can have coherence between our hearts and minds.

00:18:34: Now thats... Thats when you're centered And thats what.. Thats the sweet spot but THAT IS THE WORK WE HAVE TO DO EVERY DAY because I know myself, i have to do it every day with the mind.

00:18:48: The fucking...the mind, the ego tries to tear its head and critique critique critique all of a time you know but bottom line is that you know.

00:19:01: to finish this off i have say trust that fire inside ya let it out express it.

00:19:15: It doesn't matter what others think.

00:19:17: They're gonna judge anyway, there's people that are going to judge anyway.

00:19:21: but thats just a test.

00:19:22: your own inner compass Your own inner strength.

00:19:30: Give That Love To Ourselves Because when we give that love ourselves and live in our truth it helps other people do the same And it brings more joy And it can bring more positivity into the planet.

00:19:46: That's so, so needed lads!

00:19:49: So needed.

00:19:51: Thank you guys.